They had been and are around us. They are no aliens and it is pretty obvious that they are human , as the title had suggested. They perhaps have existed since the evolution of man (to Creationist: Please. Stop whining). Now the main question is: What are they?
Let's talk about their diet, for a head-start, since I l-o-v-e food. They are omnivorous, vegan sometimes (but no vegan powers like in 'Scott Pilgrim VS The World' , mind you), or just 'complex' carnivores. They are anything similar to us, the way they ingest and digest food. Then the food becomes a waste, excreted via squatting or sitting on a toilet bowl-chair, or whatever in between (just that I haven't come across those that poo while standing). After that, they search and hunt for food again, when their supply goes low.
Hu-cares-Man are very educated, depending on their level of intellectual (hoping that I'd used the correct word over here). They can score anything from 0 to 100 marks in their exam, be a complete retard, acting to be a retard, or just pure geeks. They can be the villain in your life or the mini-teacher. They are the playful ones, the emo ones, the sexist ones, the lazy ones, or any of the 'ones' that comes across your mind.
And oh, before I forget, the average Hu-cares-Man do well in sexual activity too, day in day out, night in night out. If you think I'm going to indulge into their sexual process, I'm so sorry to say that I'm no Hugh Marston Hefner. But they do have their sexual fantasies, change partner when they are bored with the old toys, and ta-da, got hit by STDs and STIs as well. Poor Homo Sapiens that go unarmored while exploring the wild bushes or due to pure incidents and abuse, both the average Joe and the Hu-cares-Man.
The only distinct feature of Hu-cares-Man lies deep down under their skin. There's no way that you can spot this very quality if you aren't Mr. or Ms. Observer. The feature will be discussed in this particular section. Selfish will put the adjective too soft in manner; happy-go-lucky too irrelevant. They can be known as the hypocrites of all time,or anything that satisfies Dear Reader. They will wait for somebody to do tasks they are able to carry out, but they don't because they are 'preoccupied' with their 'duty', it seems that there's no time for them to spare to do simple chores, apparently. They are there to instruct others to do this and that, but they themselves seldom or never get their hands working on the job. Hu-cares-Man never clean up any mess they left behind, thinking that there might be a 'cleaning-lady' fairy who will come at night and do the cleaning, FOC. OMFG, do they require somebody else to wipe their ass after they poo too, if it's possible, because it works in their way? Bloody hell, there's no such thing as a free lunch in this world, and there is, the free-ass-wiping-after-you-poo service? You better be kidding. Don't they have any conscience that they must, particularly, have RESPONSIBILITY or SENSE OF BELONGING (in this case, something belongs to them and they must take care of it) in everything they do? Why not they CTRL C then CTRL V that habit, e-mail it, and project it in front of their parents? I foresee that dirty linens will get right into their mouth, at the very best outcome, travelling at the speed of light, provided that their mother ships are different from them. And yeah, once they use less of a particular thing, they totally forget, or I presume, never ever come across their mind, to have the slightest bit of responsibility. Sigh. Isn't it pathetic to have or to be Hu-cares-Man, or is it fun, the ultimate word that suits here? The best inference I've is that they have such an attitude, is because they wanna save tonnes of energy, to brace for 2012. Anything between the present and 2012, is unimportant. Pure craps. None of my business. The 'Ah, Who cares?'. Then, Hu-cares-Man will mass-produce their own kind, but do you think that they'll survive the post-catastrophe? Not the slightest of their molecule will even pass through 2nd January 2012, with such an attitude.
To put it in a simpler word, in some part of their life, there's no YOU in them, except for F**K YOU. God bless..
Gosh, Yeah, Cool, Oh My God. That are all that I can say when I heard that Miss Taylor Swift gotta roll out a new album soon a few months back.This time around, reality hits me nicely, because I had all her new songs in my netbook, which sounds so nice that all sane guys will go ga-ga over her voice instead of Lady Gaga (sorry Jef.. xD). So, for the review of her songs, I can say they breathe new air, but at some point, the lyrics don't seem to have much diversity. Forgivable though, and the best thing is she wrote all her songs by herself (yeah, she's a songwriter of her own) and uniqueness is the quality in Speak Now. She sings of regret for dumping the guy in 'Back to December' instead of the normal, the-guy-leaves-the-girl kind of situation. 'Last Kiss' can be classified as a sad song, and meaningful to me, maybe not you. 'Mine', one of the singles that is always aired in radio, unmistakably catchy, and 'Better Than Revenge', much more like girls fight over a boy. Moreover, Speak Now debuted and grabbed first place in Billboard, dude. FIRST place, and feeling so proud of her. Perhaps buying her original album won't be a regret. In a nutshell, Speak Now is a must-have for your collection if you're a country music enthusiast, or just Miss Taylor Swift fans. Happy listening. ^.^
List of Speak Now songs (alphabetical order):
1. Back To December 2. Better Than Revenge
3. Dear John
4. Enchanted
5. Haunted
6. Innocent
7. Last Kiss
8. Long Live
9. Mean
10. Mine
11. Never Grow Up
12. Sparks Fly
13. Speak Now
14. Superman
15. The Story Of Us
*Sometimes, dreaming of Taylor Swift becoming my another half is such an enjoyment, though it was and remains a dream only. Hehe.*
It'd been months since I uploaded new Craz-Z posts. Dang. Tough days indeed, when you don't have internet connection. But thanks to Unipack (or not), I can surf internet as long as I can, with no restriction whatsoever. YAY!!
Cutting the advertising short and back to business, I had begun a whole new semester of degree (Civil Engineering). Tough studies, but thanks to lack of spirit (from some of the lecturers, and mostly MYSELF), I’d became a fallen hero in the quiz of Engineering Maths. ’Great’ job indeed. Not just that, tons of homework was dumped into the landfill. Just imagine how much DAMAGE I’d done upon myself, and I have no resolution to change over a new leaf YET. Sigh.
In my social life, it has begun a new chapter too. I’d finally moved out of campus, and stayed with a bunch of friends. Initial planning of the placing or hostel units seems to work well in the first few weeks, but later it backfired. Our hostel unit has now become a place of high-pitch screaming (not only I in this case) and not-so-lovely-sounding-but-trying-hard-to-attract kind of intimate/pamper vioce (not the far-flung thoughts of ‘intimate’ coz I’ll not allow that to happen). Gosh. Goosebumps were summoned at light speed. >.< And whatever my another good friend have told me about living together have hold true, up to this moment and still counting...It really needs more than just friendship to live well together under a roof. I won’t break all the ‘news’ here, coz I’m still and need to live in this hostel unit for another 4 years.
And woohoo, crazy and wild things started to happen even during the first few weeks of our stay. After some rounds of computer games, feeling not-that-sleepy yet, we went out late at night (around 2-3 am till 4-5 am). We walked and ventured far away from the hostel, soaking in the darkness, found a big field (just nice for a sweat time), and SUPPER!! We visited the same shop for 2 occasions, back-to-back.
Life can be sweet, can be bitter,
Can be 'Up'lands, can be 'Low'lands,
It's never a smooth ride,
Sometimes can be stone-y like Jalan Rock.
One night went to watch A-Team with C-Pek,
Bought popcorn and iced lemon tea,
Perfect combo during the movie,
Aiyo, TRAGIC, coz later it was perfect 'toilet-time'.
Wading through swamps in a jungle adventure,
Thought of touching the famed Rafflesia and finally found one,
But too bad my legs stuck between tree roots,
Tripped and fell, I went,
Saw a civet got gobbled up by the Rafflesia,
The fall was a gift from God, coz
"Bro, that's not Rafflesia, but Mati-sia", my guide said.
Basking in the sunshine and cloud and pop ballads,
Lying on the soft grass of my homely escapade,
Suddenly, thorns from the garden bushes
came bullet-ing down on me,
Pierced every part of my body,
For no particular reason.
Bet you'll be asking
"Who's the crap-pish poet that crap this crap?",
It's no other, than me
the HYPOCRITE DUMB-ASS.
It was all started almost two months ago, thanks to Twitter..Branson was introduced to a stranger, a girl to be exact, by his friends..Penny was her name..Both of them got to know each other, when they posted comments on Teddy's tweet, which happened to be Penny's ex-schoolmate and Branson's classmate..
They went off well, quite sharing the same thoughts..Teddy's profile had always been the place where they dropped their comments, and at times teased him..At that time, Teddy couldn't stand the way Branson and Penny 'attacked' him..So, he joined in the fun and started to jokingly stating that they would soon be a couple..Branson and Penny shrugged, knowing that it is quite impossible..It was just so early after all..
Their newly-found friendship got stronger day by day..Branson and Penny tweeted and commented on each other's profile, without fail..Day in, day out..Night in, night out..The comments that they dropped, really could freaked out people, the comments were just lengthy and summed up to 50 plus sometimes..They then exchanged phone numbers, of course, without the knowledge of their close friends..Branson finally found out that Penny shares a lot of similarities with him: the way they were brought up, family background, the way they view things in life, and the type of songs that they like..
Even though they just knew each other in quite a short period, Branson and Penny could message as if they have been friends for a very long time..There was once where Penny shared her problem that haunted her, and did not tell her best friend but him..Branson was apparently got shocked at this; additionally, she could not trust guys anymore, especially with her bleak, failed relationship in the past..She told him to keep it as a secret between both of them, not anyone else..He promised and tried his best to help her out of the turmoil she was in..Unconsciously, Branson had started to fall for her, emotionally attached, to be exact..He never told Penny anyway..
At last, they got the chance to see each other, face to face, no more picture-viewing, planned by the Teddy-the-mastermind..It supposed to be a gathering, hanging out with old mates..Teddy dragged Branson to tag along, reluctant at first, but gave in finally when Teddy told him that Penny is going..
The venue was kind of classy on its own, a cafe with the concept of Hawaiian hut..Another classmate of Branson fetched him there, and sat down together since the others had not arrived..A while later, the awaited moment became a reality..Both of them was quite shy, the first and only word that blurted out was just a plain 'Hi!'..Duh..Branson decided to sit with his friend since he did not want to make Penny feel awkward, or perhaps he was too blank to make the first move..The evening went on and slowly one by one, left the scene as they were busy with other stuff that night..So, it was just Branson, Teddy, Penny and a few others that remained..Mischievously, Teddy planned with the few others to arrange the seating so that Branson and Penny would end up sitting side by side..Both Branson and Penny did not really have a conversation with each other, just joining in with the topic that the whole group was chatting about..Feeling thirsty, Branson ordered a cup of coffee, which turned out to be the same order as Penny's..How coincidental!!And the group teased them because of that..But Branson was in his own world..Sitting beside her, even without a word, is way more than Branson could ask for.. Farewell was bid between them, moments later, when they decided to leave..
Back to his house, Branson reflected on his actions just now..'Nothing went wrong, just hope I did not made her feel out-of-place and annoyed', he thought to himself..Then, he decided to message her, to apologise if she felt so..
Days later, Branson messaged her again, to get to know how she is, as her exam was just around the corner..It came with no reply..Tweeted her, to no avail as well..Branson was worried, worried that she might be irritated on that gathering night..'Perhaps she was busy with her preparations after all', Branson tried to look the matter in a more positive light..
Few days passed without a reply, not even a word from her..And he clicked on her profile, which tweeted, 'KO!!Why can't u get it?!'..Anxiety hit Branson, kept on thinking on the reason she did not reply, what did she meant by the tweet..He got really frustrated, not on her, but himself..He could draw possibilities, but he wanted a definite answer, at least an explanation..Branson would not give up hoping, till it reached the conclusion..He could take it no more..Thus, he consulted Teddy, asking him why Penny suddenly turned a cold shoulder on him..
"Branson, I guess I do know the reason, and you too..But do you have the preps to listen on what I'll be telling you?" asked Teddy..
Thinking hard, strengthening his heart, "Hmm..I think I'll be fine, since I'm quite a straightforward person..Just blast the fact out..It is much better than to think about endless possibilities," Branson told..
"Alright, since that's what you want..She's interested in somebody, not you, and she did not want him to know, due to her last relationship, and she'll be migrating to Ireland to pursue medicine..She doesn't want to be involved in relationship..She did not reply because she finds it hard to explain to you," Teddy answered..
Suddenly, Branson felt the world is whirling around him, unrealistically..He had drawn it as a possibility, but denial seemed to be sweeter in this case..It never crossed in his mind it would be the ultimate reason..
Lying to himself, he said, "At least it's so much better to know that Penny isn't irritated by me..There's nothing on me that's can be cut on after all, as everything had been cut off."
And there's now a question that was plaguing him, 'Why would she find it hard to explain it to me?I wasn't too obvious..'
Now, he has put that question behind him..The most important thing is that they are still friends, still keep in touch..Branson has thought and hoped that perhaps time will decide everything..He'll be waiting, putting the 'love' in his archive to be taken out once again, when the right time comes..All that he can wish now that Penny will be well in her new place and graduate with flying colours, so that her dream to travel around the world becomes a reality..
Yesterday was both a hectic and fun day..Thanks to the physics lab report that I didn't do till the very last minute, I just got a 4 hours sleep and got up at 8.30 in the morning. I did felt the morning blues, it seems that I'd become a zombie..Sigh.. I thought of going to the library early so that I could scan my report to be converted into a softcopy and send to the Blackboard..But I was way too late..I'd to wait for a bunch of friends to complete theirs before my turn..Sigh..Waited 'patiently' for them, but I know it was my fault to create this last-minute stress..And so, I gave myself a new nickname, L-MK (Last-Minute King)..Hehe..Luckily, I'm able to hand in both my hardcopy and softcopy of my report before the lab assistant went for lunch..Phew.. Grabbed my lunch of chicken rice again..Quite tired of eating the same old stuff, again and again..With a tired body, I went back to the hostel to have a short rest..Later, it was my laundry time..It had been quite long for me to hand-wash my clothes..Haha..A lazy bum indeed.. My roommate and I then joined with other friends to have a game of DotA, before going to our next destination, BBQ!! ^-^ I was rushed to prepare since we were kinda late for the BBQ..Andrew drove four of us there, and we started to party the night out..A few bunch of friends that have arrived earlier were busy roasting food, so some of us give a helping hand and the others were waiting for the live Thomas Cup match (Malaysia vs China)..
Teck Ang, Joseph, Jia Wei, and I, just to name a few, tried our best to produce an edible and delicious BBQ food..I kept applying butter, and the fire kept licking at those food..Got shot from Joseph, as he had to extinguish the tongue of the fires from touching those food..Joseph showed his skill in BBQ-ing pork, and it did tasted good, real good, though some part of the pork were half-cooked..And Peter and I have to do the chopping..It was my first time after I'd phobia with knives since a few years ago.. T.T
Siau Fui had prepared some staple dishes as well, such as chicken curry and fried beehoons..They did complimented with those BBQ-ed food well.. :-) We then watched the live badminton match, which Malaysia lost badly..3 - 0 was the score..They hardly could keep up with the pace of Chinese players..Sigh..Malaysian badminton players gotta buck up!!Did I forget to state that i actually downed half a tub of ice-cream? =p We went quite crazy the whole evening, with me almost dislocating my jaw when Vijay jumped on me, after I'd jumped upon Jia Jun and Andrew.. XD The worst thing was that two emo guys planned to walk back to the campus hostel when their request fell on deaf ears..That made us worried..Sigh..Cornelius had to search for them and send them back.. After that incident was solved, Jia Jun and his gang sang, courting critics..LOL..We broke into small groups with different topics of conversation..Since Andrew had to meet up with another friend of his, we said bye-bye to the organiser, Siau Fui..Gotta thank her a lot.. *thumbs up* I enjoyed the night..but have to pay for it as I'm actually having cough and still ate heaty stuff, aggravating my cough.. "Pharmacist, 2 botol ubat batuk.."Hehe..
The day started off at 12 as well, just like every other weekends..Went to King's Center (our usual hangout place for Sundays) to grab lunch with friends, and this time, it was a little different, we broke free from the usual orders..Jia Wei proposed the idea to order dishes to complement with rice and the bill will be borne by everyone..And we said, "Aye!!"
Lunch was done, so we did our shopping..Next, we went to IGLOOL to have our desserts..It was the first time that I'd a special kind of ice cream (more towards like ice kacang)..Though I'm hit by cough, I still ordered it, so that everyone could enjoy a cooling dessert, and satisfy my taste bud as well..Hehe..
The journey back to our hostel was tiring, with the scorching and merciless sun above our head..DUH!! T.T Later, the day was filled with doing my laundry, playing futsal and laundry time AGAIN after that..You can imagine how taxing it's..The day almost ended with quite a low note as I just ate 2 pieces of bread as my dinner-cum-supper at 10 pm, and I bought them at the mall, by walking there..The only companion that I've is the starry blanket above my head, and it induced some miss-you kind of moments as the sky was splendid, but there's no one around me..Haiz.. T.T And the worst thing was that when I reached the compound of the hostel, one of my friend was stung by a bee..Hope he gets well soon, and I can get rid of the bees that keep invading my room at times.. @.@ Good night world...
Today was a super nice day.. ^-^ Woke up at 12, because my roommate went for hiking early in the morning, so I don't want to feel lonely..My cliques and I went for a lunch, and they didn't even inform me that we'll be going to The Spring..I wore too casually, and I didn't wear my most important accessory, a watch..Oh my gosh!!The story didn't just end there, we climbed out of the university's fence..Just two of them failed in climbing..Lol!!
We made our way to the mall, after the guard opened the gate for the two 'left-out' guys..It was a relief that the guards didn't scold us..Phew!!
I tot we're supposed to have our lunch only, but instead they even bought tickets for Clash of the Titans..Bam!!Major anxiety hits me..I never go out without a watch and have a better pants to put on instead of sports shorts.. @.@ We'd KFC for lunch, and head to cinema later, after buying some snacks of course.. :-)
The movie is cool, but some of my friends say it's too predictable, as it's based on Greek mythology..Visual effects is nice, though the cinema is having a tiny weeny sound problem in the middle of the movie..Haiz..
Next schedule was a futsal game, as always, during weekends and Fridays.So unlucky for me to get hit by the ball that came at full blast, hitting my 'ahem'..Pai seh pai seh.. T.T And this time we had a minor problem and I do hope it won't affect us.. ^-^
Dinner time at the same old place of Chillipeppers, and the servings is getting smaller..My stomach will grumble after a few hours eating there.. T.T Tired, but I still pushed my body to wash up the dirty linens, finished up my part of Innovation and Change presentation for Monday..
Hectic day, yes it is, however, almost get used to it liao..Haha..May everyday be a happy day.. ^-^
Guys that break Taylor Swift's heart will be dead pig.. :-p
Brian still remembered the very first day he saw Nicole. It was a year ago, during the annual Prom Night of his university, in Four Point Sheraton Hotel. On that night, from the far corner of his eyes, he saw a gorgeous girl, dressed in a black gown. From that moment, his eyes were fixed on her, awed by her beauty, particularly when she smiled. She was like an angel from heaven. His heart was fluttering, beating so hard that Brian was afraid his heart would just popped out from his chest. It was love at first sight for him. When it came to the ballroom dancing session, he braved himself to invite her for a dance. He never had any experience in ballroom dancing; he was just merely trying his luck. He walked straight up towards her but before he was able to make the move, his friends dragged him to another place. He could see that another male had invited her to dance. Perhaps it’s not my time, he thought to himself. He decided to join his friends.
After Brian had eased himself after playing with his friends around the hotel, he heard the sound of a girl crying. He thought he was hearing things. He checked out where the sound came from. He was literally shocked when he saw his sweet girl crying.
Walking towards her, he asked, “What had happened, miss? Did anyone bully you? I can always help you,” while offering a piece of tissue of paper for her.
“Thank you. You’re such a thoughtful person. No, no one bullied me. It was just because I’m disappointed with myself. I agreed to dance with a guy who was just trying to prove himself in front of his friends. He even tried to kiss me, even though I said no,” she said and cried even louder.
“I’m so sorry to hear that. But rest assured that I’m not a bad guy that wants to take advantage of you or whatsoever. Let bygones be bygones,” Brian was trying hard to console her, sympathy filled his heart.
“It was my first time that I’d ever dance with a guy. It supposed to be a wonderful occasion, and I never know that this would happen.”
“Yes, I do understand. How about I dance with you? Though I’m not good in dancing, but I can guarantee that I’ll do nothing bad to you. I hope that I’ll be able to erase that bad experience,” inviting her like a gentleman does.
Reluctantly, she finally agreed.
“But there is no music playing in the background. It will feel weird to dance,” she said and her cry started to subside.
“The music will come from our heart. It’s pure. Just listen to it.”
They started to dance like swans. It was such an unforgettable event for Brian. He sensed that she smelled so nice.
“I’m sorry. I’ve to go back now. My parents were waiting for me. I called them when I cried just now. I almost forgot about it. My name’s Nicole, studying in the first year of Bachelor of Business. And you’re?” Nicole said while they were half-way through their dance.
“My name’s Brian. I’m studying in the third year in Bachelor of Engineering. I’m glad to meet you.”
“Yes, I’m too. Hmm, before I go, do you mind if we exchange phone numbers?”
“With pleasure,” Brian said.
He was in cloud nine. He was able to get Nicole’s phone number. The joy was inexpressible with words alone. He went back to the hostel, and the next thing he did was to text-message her.
“I enjoyed the dance. I hope that you won’t feel down over the event that happened in the ballroom just now, OK?”
A few seconds later, his phone beeped. It was a reply from Nicole.
“I’m too. I’m glad that you were there for me just now. I really appreciate it. OK, I’ll try to forget about it, but I’ll remember the moments we danced together, even though it was without music.”
The message became his first stepping stone to win her heart. At first, they kept text-messaging each other, even during their lectures. A minute without her, Brian would feel restless. His love for her grew to be more intense and stronger. Soon, Brian revealed his feelings to Nicole during a field trip to Santubong.
“Nicole, there’s something that I had always kept secret in the corner of my heart,” Brian said, while strolling down the beach with her, against a lovely sunset backdrop.
“Hey, Brian, I’ve something to tell you as well. Anyway, you spill the beans first,” Nicole remarked, smiling.
“Nicole, actually …” Brian was trying to search for the appropriate word, “…actually, I’ve started to fall head over heels in love with you since the Prom Night.” Suddenly, in the blink of an eye, he fell to his knees and proposed, “May I be the special someone, who will catch you when you fall, wipe the tears away when you cry?” while producing a blue rose in his hands.
Nicole was taken aback by his action. She was speechless. Teary-eyed and touched by his proposal, finally Nicole agreed, “Yes, I do…YES, I DO! I love you too.”
She ran to his side, hugged him, passionately and tightly. The moment seemed to be forever, and it would be forever embedded in their memories.
Months have passed after that special occasion. Their love grew stronger day by day. Brian and Nicole went for dates in the weekends, appreciating the moments they were together. Even their friends were envious of them; they were such a happy couple. Brain and Nicole would always support each other, through rain or shine.
The nightmare began when Nicole was selected to participate in a student exchange program. She’d to go to Melbourne for six months. Before she left, they promised to each other to text-message or call everyday.
It was still alright for the first few months. Then, Brian felt something was amiss when she seldom text-message or call him. Nicole didn’t answer his phone or reply his messages. Brian even e-mailed her but in vain. It went on for almost a month. He feared for nothing but the worst. He was very worried that Nicole was in some kind of danger. He was too engrossed in getting her over the other side of the line, and almost cost him his Bachelor of Engineering degree when he forgot to submit his thesis to his lecturer.
On one faithful night, Brian’s phone rang loudly. It was Nicole! He jumped happily, not knowing that it would be a short-lived joy. He answered the phone right away, with a big smile on his face.
“Hello, Nicole. How are you lately? I was so worried when you didn’t answer my call or message. Where have you been?” Brian asked.
“Hi. I’m very fine here. I was quite busy with my life over here lately. Actually, there’s a purpose that I call you,” Nicole said.
“Ha-ha! I know. You want to tell me that you missed my voice, right?” Brian teased Nicole.
Feeling guilty, Nicole replied, “I’m sorry to tell you this but I have to be honest to you and myself. I have a new boyfriend here. Robinson. He cares for me greatly and we’ve been together for a whole three months now. I’m really sorry, Brian.”
Brian slumped down to the floor. It seemed that he had lost all of his energy.
“What?! You have a new boyfriend? Then what about me? Why this sudden? Didn’t I care for you as well? Are you dissatisfied with our relationship?” Stuttering, he continued, “We can…we can always…start all over again.”
“I’m sorry, Brian. But I don’t think that we can ever start over again. You’re a nice guy, but I love Robinson now. You can always find your new love, so don’t give up. I have to go now, to watch movie with him. Please take care. Bye.”
Brian tried to call Nicole again but to no avail. Finally, he understood the pictures that Nicole took with an unknown guy which was uploaded to her Facebook profile. The guy is Robinson. He still thought they were just friends, trusting her that she would be true to him. Why I didn’t see the signs earlier, he asked himself. Brian felt so helpless; it seemed that the whole world had came crashing down on him. Crystal-clear tears ran down his cheeks. In his 24 years of life, he’d never cried for anyone else, but this time he’d shed his tears for the first time. He couldn’t understand why such a thing happened to him. Brian had lived for Nicole all this while; he’d sacrificed a lot for this relationship. But now she’s leaving him for another man. He can’t blame anyone else but himself for the failure of this relationship.
He climbed to his bed, stared at the ceiling. Memories of Nicole and him were playing in front of his eyes, but they were no substitute for her. His tears couldn’t stop falling that night. The ordeal was just too painful to bear. He couldn’t find any purpose to walk through this life again. He felt so devastated, wishing that he could finish this once and for all. He got up, and wrote a letter for Nicole on that bleak night. Later, he called an airline company to book a flight to Mauritius.
The next morning, Brian tidied up his room and dressed casually, bringing a travelling bag together. He said goodbye to his friends and text-messaged his parents.
“Hi, mom, dad. I’m going for a vacation today. It will be a very nice place, so I’ll be enjoying myself during this mid-semester break. Bye.”
Brian headed straight towards Four Point Sheraton Hotel first and went up to the sixth floor, back to the spot where he first spoke to Nicole. The memories hadn’t fade away from his mind, so fresh as if it just occurred yesterday. It was such a beautiful day with birds flying gracefully in the clear blue sky when he looked out of the window. He smiled.
A week later, Nicole received a letter. It was from Brian. Though surprised, she opened it and read the letter with tear patches. The letter was compiled with two flight tickets to Mauritius, during Christmas, for her and Robinson. Her eyes were teary when she finished reading the letter. Guilt filled her.
It was July 4. It is the Independence Day for the United States, but it was also the day when Brian finally got his independence from the grasp of this torturous world.
P.S. Love can be as lovely as a bed of roses, but it can be as deadly as a TIME-BOMB. So, treat your loved ones well.
One of the best songs that i have listened to since I'm a kid...
Yesterday is just so sucky..It all went well during the morning, and the moment in the afternoon, bad luck just knocked on my door..I was required to make a presentation on the Innovation and Change subject, with my group-mates, and mine just got shot by teacher..It was not according to what she wants, I put my presentation in point form, but she required full sentence.. T.T Luckily, she was kind enough to spare me a little face..
Dinner time, it was OK..No more Chillipeppers for the night, and instead i got Kado..I went out with a bunch of friends, and we ate a lot..Not just me, but WE.. ^-^ Delicious food over there..Though expensive (actually quite reasonable de), it was satisfying, as it comes in big serving..Hehe..Just great for this "rubbish bin" :-p
We went out for "kai kai" to kill the night away, by buying stuffs at a Popular outlet, i needed a binder..Since the night is still young (real young, it was just 9 pm), we went to The Hills, a newly opened shopping mall in the heart of Kuching City Center..And we "broke into" "Toys"RUs, and found nothing pleasing at all..There's no soft toys that i want.. >.<" "Bombarded" into another bookstore, desperately searching for Giancoli's Physics reference book..Holy shit..Expected the answer, "Sorry sir, we don't sell it here".. -.-" Searching high and low, but don't have..Anyway, there's something that attracted me, made me think on my childhood days..I so MISSED them.. T.T"
Then, we went back to the hostel, with a nice plan coming up in my roommate's and my schedule of the day- DotA!! As I just alighted from the car, I looked up into the sky and realised that the moon is shining brightly, with no obstruction whatsoever..How romantic it was..Haha..
The next thing you wanna know, i completed this blog and bang my head on the pillow liao..Sweet night and good dreams.. ^-^
