Don't know when only I have the courage to say this words, because I still hold on tightly. Don't want to lose her totally.

柯震東《請比我愛她》

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_F1SAUS4Vi0&feature=related

The deepest PITHOLE, deeper than Mariana Trench

The irreversible end starts at 31st October. No matter how I wish that it's just a dream, a dark dark nightmare, but you can't escape the end when it plans to gobble you up one whole. The worse-than-atomic bomb was dropped at around 1230 hours, right before Design of Concrete Structure test. My pleads for staying, not leaving for Mr. LFY, can't hold her back. I kept justifying that I'll be a better man, but it can't hold her back. I laid promises that have been planned for her and us in the future, in which she never knows about it, but it can't hold her back. Nothing that I can do to keep her, absolutely nothing! All I can do was hope, and hoped that she was just playing a prank, testing my feelings for her, but that isn't the way reality works. Reality hits you hard, harder than the toughest concrete made on Earth.

Went back to hostel wounded, didn't even care about badly I fared in the test. I can always try to work my way back for my studies, but not in the case of relationship. She said I am better than Mr. LFY in every single aspect, but why would she leave me in such a case? It's not that she took things for granted, but why? The major winning factor was distance between one man and her, and I am just too far away from her, she said. She needs someone to hold her tight when she's sad, to have shoulder to lean on when she's tired. She doesn't want to have to another relationship that is the same as her past, whereby she had a man, but the man was not with her because it's long-distance relationship. I told her that it will be stronger, as this relationship begs for more trust, and whatever time that are to be spent together, will be much more appreciated. It's not that it'll continue to be a long-distance relationship, as I have started to carry out plans to shorten the distance between me and her, but it just couldn't keep her. Couldn't keep her. Sigh~

The blame can't be laid upon anyone else, but me and me alone. I wanted to stand up for my own girl, to face the beast in my parents that have locked me down for years. I did hinted that I like a girl, showed them the photo of her, told them that she's the most beautiful girl I've seen. However, that didn't make much changes, because all I wanted is to go to her town and spend some weekends with her. Take her to the doctor when she's too stubborn to consult him. Be by her side when she's sick. Give her tummy a massage when she's having stomachache. Prepare a light breakfast for her and carry her up to her bed when she's just too hard-headed to change her lifestyle. Buy her home-made love letters for CNY, then she wouldn't need to feel sad when her brothers can have more love letters than her. Those plans wouldn't be a reality when that one extra step isn't taken, when your pocket is only left with RM70. My stubbornness took over me, because my principle is to use your own capability to get what you want, not the capability of others, including your parents'. I told myself that with such low sum of money that you have, you can't make the girl happy. The only thing that you can get her are only Iced Teh-O and fried char kuay teow for every meal,  which aren't as attractive as what she use to have whenever she's out with her friends. I regretted for the action that I didn't make, but that remorse will not bring her back to me. I should have spoken up and borrowed some money from my parents to go to her place, but that can't bring her back to me anymore. I'm just a sore pathetic loser that can only dream and plan and possess stubbornness in holding onto my principles that wouldn't change according to situation. She won't be by my side anymore.

I feel so much for her, plan so much for her, even though I just knew her for a year. Call me stupid, call me dumb, call me naive, I can take that criticism. Somewhat I feel that she's the definite one for me. I grew tired of giving up so early on all of my previous crushes, and I want to amend myself this time around. Whatever boulders, pick-axes, chainsaws, hammers that she threw at me, I stayed strong and continue to be by her side. She said that I helped her too much till it makes her to be a parasite, but hell no, because that statement is wrong. The parasitic person is me. I just couldn't live without her. Every single plan that I've laid down since I felt for her, has been all revolving around her. At which year I should get my first car, our first semi-D, our marriage, her car. How much the amount of allowance for her monthly expenditure, when to get our first child, which country should we go to for holidays, what to be done in our senior years, are all in my head. The plan to take my Masters is brought back to accommodate those plans, in addition that a civil engineer's paper qualification can't be compared to hands-on experience. Now that she has run away from me, all these are shattered, turned to dust, turned meaningless. I'm left hanging indefinitely, without aim, without direction. Become a confused animal. Even if she comes to know about all those plans that have been laid out and carried out, that wouldn't make a single change, because these will not bring her back. No matter how much I hope that she won't walk away.

That evening, there were just too much "if's" playing around on my head. What if I just fail each and every subjects that I take this semester, than ask for a credit transfer to her university? What if I wish for a change of time, to jump into a time machine, return to 2008 and not to do well in my SPM, then maybe I can be at her university? But if I fared badly, will I be able to know her in the first place? What if I had gone to her town the previous semester break, will it make a change? What if I, what if this has happened, what if this, what if that and all the other what if-s. It became unbearable that breaking down is the only option that I know to do. Had so many souls running around in my room, but none of them knew the situation I'm in. In the bathroom, I broke down twice for a full half an hour, nobody knows. Nobody cares the nobody. Nobody wants the nobody. If I could bring her back, what should I do? I might as well sell my soul to the devil, but I can't do that. I don't want our children to suffer the wrath from a father that traded his soul for their mother. I wanted her so badly, want her so much more, but the cries can't win her back.

That night, I wanted her to appear in my dreams, and she's not even in there. In reality, she ran, and in dreams, she ran too. Tears rolled down again when I woke up on 1st November. My eyes just broke their waters by the mere thought of it, I couldn't really control it. When I was taking my brunch, it mixed with my milk, my bread. It becomes uncontrollable that I was afraid that I'll have my dumb face when I'm attending classes later. The thought of losing her, another guy will be touching her and care for her instead of me, is too overwhelming. I guessed I'm really dumb, as I can't do anything but to shed tears like a baby. Although I do know it can't stop her from walking away.

The hugs to hold her tight at night, the kisses to rain on the most beautiful girl, the nights where we hold each other and stare up at the star-studded night sky, will only remain as a yearning, a remorse. The sight of her to be on the aisle with me exchanging rings, be the world's most beautiful woman while bearing our children, to have a playful time with her, can only remain as dreams. Now that she's gone for someone better, I can only wish that she will never be hurt anymore. I had promised to be a clown to make her happy until she found the right guy for her, and this promise will still be kept. I'll cover up, and try to take care of her until she's officially with Mr. LFY. And for that, he has to treat her nicely because if he fails to do so, I'll be there to turn him into a guava, just like what his town is popular for. I will remember the the pretty smile that she has, the cute voice when she sings or talks, the first time she shown me her work on her eyelashes, the way she wears my favourite purple, the video talks that we had while blowing each other goodnight kisses and all the others. It will certainly be remembered, will always do till I am brought to my grave. I really miss her, Ms. SKL~ T.T And if she decides to run back to me, I'll certainly give her a big hug, accept her back, protect her. There's no way to say a no.

The Very Sensitive Subject No. 1: Virginity

The term virgin can be easily be put into words that labels a guy/girl had never made love before. They say you can see whether she's a virgin or not, to see whether there's fresh blood from the you-know-where, but that alone can't really evaluate the whole picture. The reason? Lost of hymen (or the berry, suggested by some you-know-what site), either due to sports, or just that it wears off over time due to activities (or non-existent at all). I'm not a sex doctor, but the first reason is pretty reasonable. For the girls on the guys, I can't really give any recommendations on how to check them out.

But in this modern society, there're still some people that weighs virginity heavily. Yes, it's important to be loyal to your current partner, but what if it was done in the past? Perhaps it was just due to naivety, satisfying your another partner, or just for the fun of it. Stupidity can almost never come into the picture, because what you did at that time is probably the right thing to do, for giving in. Does that give the excuse for you to have the impression that the guy/girl is just oh-so-tainted and dirty? Heck, no, or yes. Mixed reactions, you may have, because this subject is very subjective. The term 'virgin' is so important and strong to some that it can simply shred off a long-term relationship in the matter of seconds. Hell yes, you do have the right to say no, but who can decline such a request, or when love felt so-glaringly-blind at that particular time? The issue of girls being a non-virgin is much more serious than that of guys, another example of gender bias in this f**k,-you-said-this-is-a-civilised world.

The main point, why must we put this matter on the table, as a stake, if it had already happened in the past? You should be feeling grateful, appreciated and all that's good. This is because your another half is willing to open up his/hers Pandora's Box. They trust you, they are being honest with you, they feel you should know everything about themselves, even the dark side of their life. Jealousy can of course be felt, but you should always try to put yourself in his/her shoes at that time. He/she might felt that the past half is trustworthy, that's why they go for the adventure. It's not a really big deal, if you partner had lost it. Don't be fussy, don't discriminate or look down on them, don't push him/her away, and instead, pull them closer. Blanket them with more love. And I'm not an advocate of pre-marital sex, because I don't fully support it. The issue here is for those who HAD LOST it.

The reason that I dwell on this issue? To inform all the people out there, for anybody that had lost their 'most-valued' asset, it's not a measure to rate them. The most important thing is what's being valued in your heart. To fully love a person, you have to love who they were, what they are, and what they will be. For those that had lost it, get on with life if he/she was a bad choice, and be frank with your current partner. For those who knows someone had lost it, talk to them, console them, support them, understand them, pour more of your love unto them, lead them back to the right path. For those who still have it, learn to say no before marriage. God bless those who had , or had not, lose their 'most valuable' asset, to live happily. And not be Forever Alone like me. LOL. =p

A Human Called Hu-cares-Man

   They had been and are around us. They are no aliens and it is pretty obvious that they are human , as the title had suggested. They perhaps have existed since the evolution of man (to Creationist: Please. Stop whining). Now the main question is: What are they?

   Let's talk about their diet, for a head-start, since I l-o-v-e food. They are omnivorous, vegan sometimes (but no vegan powers like in 'Scott Pilgrim VS The World' , mind you), or just 'complex' carnivores. They are anything similar to us, the way they ingest and digest food. Then the food becomes a waste, excreted via squatting or sitting on a toilet bowl-chair, or whatever in between (just that I haven't come across those that poo while standing). After that, they search and hunt for food again, when their supply goes low.

   Hu-cares-Man are very educated, depending on their level of intellectual (hoping that I'd used the correct word over here). They can score anything from 0 to 100 marks in their exam, be a complete retard, acting to be a retard, or just pure geeks. They can be the villain in your life or the mini-teacher. They are the playful ones, the emo ones, the sexist ones, the lazy ones, or any of the 'ones' that comes across your mind.

   And oh, before I forget, the average Hu-cares-Man do well in sexual activity too, day in day out, night in night out. If you think I'm going to indulge into their sexual process, I'm so sorry to say that I'm no Hugh Marston Hefner. But they do have their sexual fantasies, change partner when they are bored with the old toys, and ta-da, got hit by STDs and STIs as well. Poor Homo Sapiens that go unarmored while exploring the wild bushes or due to pure incidents and abuse, both the average Joe and the Hu-cares-Man.

   The only distinct feature of Hu-cares-Man lies deep down under their skin. There's no way that you can spot this very quality if you aren't Mr. or Ms. Observer. The feature will be discussed in this particular section.  Selfish will put the adjective too soft in manner; happy-go-lucky too irrelevant. They can be known as the hypocrites of all time,or anything that satisfies Dear Reader. They will wait for somebody to do tasks they are able to carry out, but they don't because they are 'preoccupied' with their 'duty', it seems that there's no time for them to spare to do simple chores, apparently. They are there to instruct others to do this and that, but they themselves seldom or never get their hands working on the job.  Hu-cares-Man never clean up any mess they left behind, thinking that there might be a 'cleaning-lady' fairy who will come at night and do the cleaning, FOC. OMFG, do they require somebody else to wipe their ass after they poo too, if it's possible, because it works in their way? Bloody hell, there's no such thing as a free lunch in this world, and there is, the free-ass-wiping-after-you-poo service? You better be kidding. Don't they have any conscience that they must, particularly, have RESPONSIBILITY or SENSE OF BELONGING (in this case, something belongs to them and they must take care of it) in everything they do? Why not they CTRL C then CTRL V that habit, e-mail it, and project it in front of their parents? I foresee that dirty linens will get right into their mouth, at the very best outcome, travelling at the speed of light, provided that their mother ships are different from them. And yeah, once they use less of a particular thing, they totally forget, or I presume, never ever come across their mind, to have the slightest bit of responsibility. Sigh. Isn't it pathetic to have or to be Hu-cares-Man, or is it fun, the ultimate word that suits here? The best inference I've is that they have such an attitude, is because they wanna save tonnes of energy, to brace for 2012. Anything between the present and 2012, is unimportant. Pure craps. None of my business. The 'Ah, Who cares?'. Then, Hu-cares-Man will mass-produce their own kind, but do you think that they'll survive the post-catastrophe? Not the slightest of their molecule will even pass through 2nd January 2012, with such an attitude.

   To put it in a simpler word, in some part of their life, there's no YOU in them, except for F**K YOU. God bless.. 

Speak Now

Gosh, Yeah, Cool, Oh My God. That are all that I can say when I heard that Miss Taylor Swift gotta roll out a new album soon a few months back.This time around, reality hits me nicely, because I had all her new songs in my netbook, which sounds so nice that all sane guys will go ga-ga over her voice instead of Lady Gaga (sorry Jef.. xD). So, for the review of her songs, I can say they breathe new air, but at some point, the lyrics don't seem to have much diversity. Forgivable though, and the best thing is she wrote all her songs by herself (yeah, she's a songwriter of her own) and uniqueness is the quality in Speak Now. She sings of regret for dumping the guy in 'Back to December' instead of the normal, the-guy-leaves-the-girl kind of situation. 'Last Kiss' can be classified as a sad song, and meaningful to me, maybe not you. 'Mine', one of the singles that is always aired in radio, unmistakably catchy, and 'Better Than Revenge', much more like girls fight over a boy. Moreover, Speak Now debuted and grabbed first place in Billboard, dude. FIRST place, and feeling so proud of her. Perhaps buying her original album won't be a regret. In a nutshell, Speak Now is a must-have for your collection if you're a country music enthusiast, or just Miss Taylor Swift fans. Happy listening. ^.^

List of Speak Now songs (alphabetical order):
1. Back To December
2. Better Than Revenge
3. Dear John
4. Enchanted
5. Haunted
6. Innocent
7. Last Kiss
8. Long Live
9. Mean
10. Mine
11. Never Grow Up
12. Sparks Fly
13. Speak Now
14. Superman
15. The Story Of Us

*Sometimes, dreaming of Taylor Swift becoming my another half is such an enjoyment, though it was and remains a dream only. Hehe.*

Distance - Secondhand Serenade (NEW NOT RELEASED YET) Hear Me Now UPDATED

You And I - SecondHand Serenade NEW SONG on Hear Me Now

Secondhand Serenade - Is There Anybody Out There? (with lyrics)

New Chapter...

             It'd been months since I uploaded new Craz-Z posts. Dang. Tough days indeed, when you don't have internet connection. But thanks to Unipack (or not), I can surf internet as long as I can, with no restriction whatsoever. YAY!!

Cutting the advertising short and back to business, I had begun a whole new semester of degree (Civil Engineering). Tough studies, but thanks to lack of spirit (from some of the lecturers, and mostly MYSELF), I’d became a fallen hero in the quiz of Engineering Maths. ’Great’ job indeed. Not just that, tons of homework was dumped into the landfill. Just imagine how much DAMAGE I’d done upon myself, and I have no resolution to change over a new leaf YET. Sigh.

In my social life, it has begun a new chapter too. I’d finally moved out of campus, and stayed with a bunch of friends. Initial planning of the placing or hostel units seems to work well in the first few weeks, but later it backfired. Our hostel unit has now become a place of high-pitch screaming (not only I in this case) and not-so-lovely-sounding-but-trying-hard-to-attract kind of intimate/pamper vioce (not the far-flung thoughts of ‘intimate’ coz I’ll not allow that to happen). Gosh. Goosebumps were summoned at light speed. >.< And whatever my another good friend have told me about living together have hold true, up to this moment and still counting...It really needs more than just friendship to live well together under a roof. I won’t break all the ‘news’ here, coz I’m still and need to live in this hostel unit for another 4 years.

And woohoo, crazy and wild things started to happen even during the first few weeks of our stay. After some rounds of computer games, feeling not-that-sleepy yet, we went out late at night (around 2-3 am till 4-5 am). We walked and ventured far away from the hostel, soaking in the darkness, found a big field (just nice for a sweat time), and SUPPER!! We visited the same shop for 2 occasions, back-to-back.

Great times ahead. Do pray for me. XD

Matt Nathanson "Come on Get Higher"

Life...Vida

Life can be sweet, can be bitter,
Can be 'Up'lands, can be 'Low'lands,
It's never a smooth ride,
Sometimes can be stone-y like Jalan Rock.

One night went to watch A-Team with C-Pek,
Bought popcorn and iced lemon tea,
Perfect combo during the movie,
Aiyo, TRAGIC, coz later it was perfect 'toilet-time'.

Wading through swamps in a jungle adventure,
Thought of touching the famed Rafflesia and finally found one,
But too bad my legs stuck between tree roots,
Tripped and fell, I went,
Saw a civet got gobbled up by the Rafflesia,
The fall was a gift from God, coz
"Bro, that's not Rafflesia, but Mati-sia", my guide said.

Basking in the sunshine and cloud and pop ballads,
Lying on the soft grass of my homely escapade,
Suddenly, thorns from the garden bushes
came bullet-ing down on me,
Pierced every part of my body,
For no particular reason.

Bet you'll be asking
"Who's the crap-pish poet that crap this crap?",
It's no other, than me
the HYPOCRITE DUMB-ASS.

[KTV]周杰倫_晴天

周杰倫 開不了口 [Can't Open Mouth]

Dosage - Bitter Pills

   It was all started almost two months ago, thanks to Twitter..Branson was introduced to a stranger, a girl to be exact, by his friends..Penny was her name..Both of them got to know each other, when they posted comments on Teddy's tweet, which happened to be Penny's ex-schoolmate and Branson's classmate..
   They went off well, quite sharing the same thoughts..Teddy's profile had always been the place where they dropped their comments, and at times teased him..At that time, Teddy couldn't stand the way Branson and Penny 'attacked' him..So, he joined in the fun and started to jokingly stating that they would soon be a couple..Branson and Penny shrugged, knowing that it is quite impossible..It was just so early after all..
   Their newly-found friendship got stronger day by day..Branson and Penny tweeted and commented on each other's profile, without fail..Day in, day out..Night in, night out..The comments that they dropped, really could freaked out people, the comments were just lengthy and summed up to 50 plus sometimes..They then exchanged phone numbers, of course, without the knowledge of their close friends..Branson finally found out that Penny shares a lot of similarities with him: the way they were brought up, family background, the way they view things in life, and the type of songs that they like..
   Even though they just knew each other in quite a short period, Branson and Penny could message as if they have been friends for a very long time..There was once where Penny shared her problem that haunted her, and did not tell her best friend but him..Branson was apparently got shocked at this; additionally, she could not trust guys anymore, especially with her bleak, failed relationship in the past..She told him to keep it as a secret between both of them, not anyone else..He promised and tried his best to help her out of the turmoil she was in..Unconsciously, Branson had started to fall for her, emotionally attached, to be exact..He never told Penny anyway..
   At last, they got the chance to see each other, face to face, no more picture-viewing, planned by the Teddy-the-mastermind..It supposed to be a gathering, hanging out with old mates..Teddy dragged Branson to tag along, reluctant at first, but gave in finally when Teddy told him that Penny is going..
   The venue was kind of classy on its own, a cafe with the concept of Hawaiian hut..Another classmate of Branson fetched him there, and sat down together since the others had not arrived..A while later, the awaited moment became a reality..Both of them was quite shy, the first and only word that blurted out was just a plain 'Hi!'..Duh..Branson decided to sit with his friend since he did not want to make Penny feel awkward, or perhaps he was too blank to make the first move..The evening went on and slowly one by one, left the scene as they were busy with other stuff that night..So, it was just Branson, Teddy, Penny and a few others that remained..Mischievously, Teddy planned with the few others to arrange the seating so that Branson and Penny would end up sitting side by side..Both Branson and Penny did not really have a conversation with each other, just joining in with the topic that the whole group was chatting about..Feeling thirsty, Branson ordered a cup of coffee, which turned out to be the same order as Penny's..How coincidental!!And the group teased them because of that..But Branson was in his own world..Sitting beside her, even without a word, is way more than Branson could ask for.. Farewell was bid between them, moments later, when they decided to leave..
   Back to his house, Branson reflected on his actions just now..'Nothing went wrong, just hope I did not made her feel out-of-place and annoyed', he thought to himself..Then, he decided to message her, to apologise if she felt so..
   Days later, Branson messaged her again, to get to know how she is, as her exam was just around the corner..It came with no reply..Tweeted her, to no avail as well..Branson was worried, worried that she might be irritated on that gathering night..'Perhaps she was busy with her preparations after all', Branson tried to look the matter in a more positive light..
   Few days passed without a reply, not even a word from her..And he clicked on her profile, which tweeted, 'KO!!Why can't u get it?!'..Anxiety hit Branson, kept on thinking on the reason she did not reply, what did she meant by the tweet..He got really frustrated, not on her, but himself..He could draw possibilities, but he wanted a definite answer, at least an explanation..Branson would not give up hoping, till it reached the conclusion..He could take it no more..Thus, he consulted Teddy, asking him why Penny suddenly turned a cold shoulder on him..
   "Branson, I guess I do know the reason, and you too..But do you have the preps to listen on what I'll be telling you?" asked Teddy..
   Thinking hard, strengthening his heart, "Hmm..I think I'll be fine, since I'm quite a straightforward person..Just blast the fact out..It is much better than to think about endless possibilities," Branson told..
   "Alright, since that's what you want..She's interested in somebody, not you, and she did not want him to know, due to her last relationship, and she'll be migrating to Ireland to pursue medicine..She doesn't want to be involved in relationship..She did not reply because she finds it hard to explain to you," Teddy answered..
  Suddenly, Branson felt the world is whirling around him, unrealistically..He had drawn it as a possibility, but denial seemed to be sweeter in this case..It never crossed in his mind it would be the ultimate reason..
   Lying to himself, he said, "At least it's so much better to know that Penny isn't irritated by me..There's nothing on me that's can be cut on after all, as everything had been cut off."
   And there's now a question that was plaguing him, 'Why would she find it hard to explain it to me?I wasn't too obvious..'
 
   Now, he has put that question behind him..The most important thing is that they are still friends, still keep in touch..Branson has thought and hoped that perhaps time will decide everything..He'll be waiting, putting the 'love' in his archive to be taken out once again, when the right time comes..All that he can wish now that Penny will be well in her new place and graduate with flying colours, so that her dream to travel around the world becomes a reality..

   After all, waiting is a journey, isn't it?

 

Friday Nite Fever!!

   Yesterday was both a hectic and fun day..Thanks to the physics lab report that I didn't do till the very last minute, I just got a 4 hours sleep and got up at 8.30 in the morning. I did felt the morning blues, it seems that I'd become a zombie..Sigh..
   I thought of going to the library early so that I could scan my report to be converted into a softcopy and send to the Blackboard..But I was way too late..I'd to wait for a bunch of friends to complete theirs before my turn..Sigh..Waited 'patiently' for them, but I know it was my fault to create this last-minute stress..And so, I gave myself a new nickname, L-MK (Last-Minute King)..Hehe..Luckily, I'm able to hand in both my hardcopy and softcopy of my report before the lab assistant went for lunch..Phew..
   Grabbed my lunch of chicken rice again..Quite tired of eating the same old stuff, again and again..With a tired body, I went back to the hostel to have a short rest..Later, it was my laundry time..It had been quite long for me to hand-wash my clothes..Haha..A lazy bum indeed..
  My roommate and I then joined with other friends to have a game of DotA, before going to our next destination, BBQ!! ^-^ I was rushed to prepare since we were kinda late for the BBQ..Andrew drove four of us there, and we started to party the night out..A few bunch of friends that have arrived earlier were busy roasting food, so some of us give a helping hand and the others were waiting for the live Thomas Cup match (Malaysia vs China)..

     Teck Ang, Joseph, Jia Wei, and I, just to name a few, tried our best to produce an edible and delicious BBQ food..I kept applying butter, and the fire kept licking at those food..Got shot from Joseph, as he had to extinguish the tongue of the fires from touching those food..Joseph showed his skill in BBQ-ing pork, and it did tasted good, real good, though some part of the pork were half-cooked..And Peter and I have to do the chopping..It was my first time after I'd phobia with knives since a few years ago.. T.T

   Siau Fui had prepared some staple dishes as well, such as chicken curry and fried beehoons..They did complimented with those BBQ-ed food well.. :-) We then watched the live badminton match, which Malaysia lost badly..3 - 0 was the score..They hardly could keep up with the pace of Chinese players..Sigh..Malaysian badminton players gotta buck up!!Did I forget to state that i actually downed half a tub of ice-cream? =p
   We went quite crazy the whole evening, with me almost dislocating my jaw when Vijay jumped on me, after I'd jumped upon Jia Jun and Andrew.. XD The worst thing was that two emo guys planned to walk back to the campus hostel when their request fell on deaf ears..That made us worried..Sigh..Cornelius had to search for them and send them back..
   After that incident was solved, Jia Jun and his gang sang, courting critics..LOL..We broke into small groups with different topics of conversation..Since Andrew had to meet up with another friend of his, we said bye-bye to the organiser, Siau Fui..Gotta thank her a lot.. *thumbs up*
   I enjoyed the night..but have to pay for it as I'm actually having cough and still ate heaty stuff, aggravating my cough.. "Pharmacist, 2 botol ubat batuk.."Hehe..

Food For Thoughts...

Failure itself is not a Failure;

Failure is only a Failure when a Man FAILS

to learn from his Failure..

(Benjamin Choo 6/4/2010)

Blah Blah Blah...

The day started off at 12 as well, just like every other weekends..Went to King's Center (our usual hangout place for Sundays) to grab lunch with friends, and this time, it was a little different, we broke free from the usual orders..Jia Wei proposed the idea to order dishes to complement with rice and the bill will be borne by everyone..And we said, "Aye!!"

Lunch was done, so we did our shopping..Next, we went to IGLOOL to have our desserts..It was the first time that I'd a special kind of ice cream (more towards like ice kacang)..Though I'm hit by cough, I still ordered it, so that everyone could enjoy a cooling dessert, and satisfy my taste bud as well..Hehe..

The journey back to our hostel was tiring, with the scorching and merciless sun above our head..DUH!! T.T  Later, the day was filled with doing my laundry, playing futsal and laundry time AGAIN after that..You can imagine how taxing it's..The day almost ended with quite a low note as I just ate 2 pieces of bread as my dinner-cum-supper at 10 pm, and I bought them at the mall, by walking there..The only companion that I've is the starry blanket above my head, and it induced some miss-you kind of moments as the sky was splendid, but there's no one around me..Haiz.. T.T And the worst thing was that when I reached the compound of the hostel, one of my friend was stung by a bee..Hope he gets well soon, and I can get rid of the bees that keep invading my room at times.. @.@ Good night world... 

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Today was a super nice day.. ^-^ Woke up at 12, because my roommate went for hiking early in the morning, so I don't want to feel lonely..My cliques and I went for a lunch, and they didn't even inform me that we'll be going to The Spring..I wore too casually, and I didn't wear my most important accessory, a watch..Oh my gosh!!The story didn't just end there, we climbed out of the university's fence..Just two of them failed in climbing..Lol!!

We made our way to the mall, after the guard opened the gate for the two 'left-out' guys..It was a relief that the guards didn't scold us..Phew!!

I tot we're supposed to have our lunch only, but instead they even bought tickets for Clash of the Titans..Bam!!Major anxiety hits me..I never go out without a watch and have a better pants to put on instead of sports shorts.. @.@ We'd KFC for lunch, and head to cinema later, after buying some snacks of course.. :-) 

The movie is cool, but some of my friends say it's too predictable, as it's based on Greek mythology..Visual effects is nice, though the cinema is having a tiny weeny sound problem in the middle of the movie..Haiz..

Next schedule was a futsal game, as always, during weekends and Fridays.So unlucky for me to get hit by the ball that came at full blast, hitting my 'ahem'..Pai seh pai seh.. T.T And this time we had a minor problem and I do hope it won't affect us.. ^-^ 

Dinner time at the same old place of Chillipeppers, and the servings is getting smaller..My stomach will grumble after a few hours eating there.. T.T Tired, but I still pushed my body to wash up the dirty linens, finished up my part of Innovation and Change presentation for Monday..

Hectic day, yes it is, however, almost get used to it liao..Haha..May everyday be a happy day.. ^-^

Guys that break Taylor Swift's heart will be dead pig.. :-p